You can think and dream about what you want for your life all you want, but nothing will happen until you do something about it.
You’ve got to get invested in the dream, or else it will just stay a dream.
When you invest in something, you take ownership of it. And that requires a responsibility to it.
If you leave it as just a nice thought, or a sweet but empty dream, then there’s no responsibility and there’s no reality to it.
Or do yourself a favor, and drop it completely.