Be honest with yourself in why you are under pressure.
You’re the one who gets to decide if you want to keep yourself there. It may not always feel like it, but you are in charge of that.
If and when you do get honest with yourself about your reason, and it turns out to not be a good enough reason, then you should decide to remove yourself from the unnecessary pressure.
There will probably be consequences, because there are most always consequences to every choice.
But they would be worth it if you decided it was what’s best for you.
If you chose to stay in the situation, however, then remember that diamonds form under pressure, so you’re in good company.